Just Leave Already

I hate him. What is the point of what he does? I wish he would just leave my life. I don’t love him, I have never loved him. Why does he care? He has never cared about me before, why start now? I don’t see the point; I don’t see the point at all. It’s like why should he care? Whenever he wants something he gets it. No matter what. Him and Her are always complaining like a bunch of 3 year olds, how they don’t get anything they want. Well, get stuff then, it’s not that hard. Just go to hell. I hate them both. Him, the father, Bob, Robert, bitch, crazy, psycho, a lunatic, whatever he is to me. The one thing I am sure of though is that he is definitely not my father. I don’t really have a father. He is just a figure, like a piece in a game. He’s playing my game now, and he is going to lose. He won’t ever see his grandkids, his daughter’s wedding. He will never get his first dance with me. He is going to stay out of my life. I’m making a vow today that says that I will not help, get help, or ask him for anything ever again. Once I get a job, I will move out, and live on my own. I will go to Lakewood ranch high school (where I want to go anyway), and will get a scholarship to a school of my choosing. If I have to I will get a student loan from the bank. I WILL NOT ASK FOR ANYTHING EVER AGAIN. There is no point in having him around anymore. There is no way that he is going to be a part of my life any time soon. I don’t think he will ever be a part of my life. Ever. I hate him, always have and always will.